Soldier Through This Lyrics by Garbage

You work too hard
So when you come home to me
You are tired and
You dont wanna talk about it

You envy my drive and
How I am motivated

Well go down to the park and
Check out the carnival
For a while and
Try to forget all about it

Im out of control and you dont appreciate it

Believe it, I need it
I feel intoxicated
I love it, I want it
Dont make me leave you for it

You say Ive changed
Self centered and vain
And you dont respect me for it

The world is the same
So Ill play the game
And youve grown to hate me for it

So were rearanged
Theres no one to blame
But still you resent me for it

I call all the shots
I hold all the cards
And you feel emasculated

Believe it, I need it
I feel intoxicated
I love it, I want it
Dont make me leave you for it

Believe it, I need this
I feel intoxicated
I love it, I want it
Dont make me leave you for it

Believe it, I need this
I feel intoxicated
I love it, I want it
Dont make me leave you for it

How do we reconcile this?
How do we reconcile this?
How do we reconcile this?
How do we reconcile this?

A riddle to soldier through this